2 new poems from Michael Igoe: Funhouse and Timeline

Funhouse

Where I can easily grasp                                                                                                                           the will behind the deed.                                                                                                                                                  In the trick mirror:                                                                                                                                                     the figure reflects                                                                                                                                                   in pleated baggies.                                                                                                                                                             The nervous player                                                                                                                                   the novelty shooter                                                                                                                                              aims a breach load.                                                                                                                                   At the steel blue ducks                                                                                                                           across a manmade lake.                                                                                                                                     Where I lingered                                                                                                                                 with a same whorl                                                                                                                                                      show on my finger.                                                                                                                                                    They tell me abracadabra                                                                                                                                         they tell me hocus pocus.                                                                                                                                                                                     The rules only fall away                                                                                                                          after the paint’s chipped.                                                                                                                                     Once I had a house                                                                                                                                       once I had to laugh.                                                                                                                            Withdrawal from enmity                                                                                                                                         is rocks and hard places.                                                                                                                                      Copies of that substance                                                                                                                                    smarten up a dead mind.                                                                                                                                                             It was early                                                                                                                                                           next it’s late.                                                                                                                                       Walking Woodlawn Cemetery                                                                                                                           in the midst of another grave.

Timeline

It’s the time of rising tide                                                                                                                       this time of day, tide rises.                                                                                                                     Have the time of your life                                                                                                                                during the rise of the tides.                                                                                                                        While I was much younger                                                                                                                      time came as a curved line.                                                                                                                       How a body                                                                                                                                   adds on time                                                                                                                                        Tim is a kind of world                                                                                                                                  the world always sees.                                                                                                                          The only thing in the world                                                                                                                                              that the world is sure to see.                                                                                                                              Loving as crooked,                                                                                                                                        comely as unusual.                                                                                                                             Feeling best described,                                                                                                                                                   whenever you stalled.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              Goes hand in hand,                                                                                                                                              with respect to age                                                                                                                             These are the entities                                                                                                                                                   whose tones of voice,                                                                                                                                       go straight to the bone.                                                                                                                             They provide the opportunity                                                                                                                       for an argument with instinct.       
                                                                                                                                II                                                                                                                                                                       For the most part,                                                                                                                                            it’s been expected,                                                                                                                                              he will live longer.                                                                                                                                                                  For lacking appetite                                                                                                                                 any life can’t go on.                                                                                                                                         Back to the wall,                                                                                                                                         reaping the fruit                                                                                                                                                                                        of his neighbors.                                                                                                                                                 As ten commandments                                                                                                                        don’t cover everything.                                                                                                                                   As the way he thinks                                                                                                                                                        pertains to his needs.                                                                                                                                   Holding out the hope,     
for things less sacred                                                                                                                               he wants you to give                                                                                                                        whatever he wanted.                                                                                                                                              If you dare to accuse him                                                                                                                          he’ll get busy protesting,                                                                                                                                    the last eclipse of the sun.


    

Bio: Michael Igoe, neurodiverse city boy, Chicago now Boston, recovery staff at Boston University Center For Psych Rehab. Many works appear in journals online and print. Recent: Spare Change News(Cambridge MA), thebluenib.com, minerallit.com. Avalanches In Poetry Anthology@amazon.com. National Library Of Poetry Editor’s Choice For 1997. Twitter: MichaelIgoe5. poetryinmotion416254859.wordpress.com. Urban Realism, Surrealism. I like the Night.                                                                                                               

A Prose Story by Michael Igoe “Venetian Blind”

Venetian Blind

Listen to me closely. Something is going to happen. Soon, something will happen to me.                                                                                                                          I can’t say exactly what for sure. It’s an old story you’d recognize immediately. Strange to think, it has no end or beginning, its details are practically forced on memory. Etched. They’re related to legal matters.                                                                                                                                                   At intervals, I visit memory in many clusters. Without apparent reason. At times I do this to avoid arguments...Or in the midst of one. In the presence of a constant anomie. It overtakes me.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          But as far as I’m concerned, these are incidents best forgotten. Relegated to a junk heap. Leave them well enough alone. Caught up in the sequence of events, I can’t help but wonder if they’ll ever mean anything to anyone. I’ve been called a pissant, taking pains with everything to the point of extreme annoyance. Maybe that’s the nature of my recollection. Just maybe.                              
Given the nature of confinement, recollection is the window on lifetimes. And windows often serve well as makeshift mirrors.                                                                                                  Woe is me. When a sad song plays, I think about my brazen approach to some things. Things that gratify the senses, the belly, the eyes, or sexual heat.. In other things, I'm not so brazen. Like warm relations, tenderness, accepting praise and giving. In these things I am reluctant.                                       
What preceded the Now often bores me.  Don’t imagine what comes after won’t be more of the same.                                                                                                                                                                             In these hazy words there’s meaning-but it’s almost impossible to detect. Involving others, of course, but more of me. For what that’s worth.                                                                                                            Are you still listening? I can’t be sure. It might be your time to listen. As long as you’re here, might as well. If there was something  more important, you’d be occupied. You wouldn’t be here in the first place.

 2 poems from Michael Igoe: “Intermittent” & “Cast in Another Life” 

New poems from Michael Igoe

Bio: Michael Igoe, neurodiverse city boy, Chicago now Boston, recovery staff at Boston University Center For Psych Rehab. Many works appear in journals online and print. Recent: Spare Change News(Cambridge MA), thebluenib.com, minerallit.com. Avalanches In Poetry Anthology@amazon.com. National Library Of Poetry Editor’s Choice For 1997. Twitter: MichaelIgoe5. poetryinmotion416254859.wordpress.com. Urban Realism, Surrealism. I like the Night.

2 poems from Michael Igoe: “Intermittent” & “Cast in Another Life”

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Intermittent

I'm sure the main distraction                                                                                                                           is the fan blades gentle whir.                                                                                                                       They always seem much faster                                                                                                                                                                if you stab your finger through.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               Eventually in empty gray skies,                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      it’s high time we show promise.                                                                                                                  At times we are warmer                                                                                                                other times in wet snow.                                                                                                                                                                         We were eating just a little,                                                                                                                                                                            but now we eat much more.                                                                                                                    The smells of cooked fish                                                                                                                    assaulting me after I wake.                                                                                                              It’s in the pan without a handle,                                                                                                                                assumed by a grip of her finger.                                                                                                              In the house like a cave                                                                                                                                              with a roof full of holes                                                                                                                                          time passes in a lullaby.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 We’re looking to regain                                                                                                                                                a mostly serious magic,                                                                                                                                          in all its sundry brands.    

Cast in Another Life

Things will never be better                                                                                                                                      than the way they are now.                                                                                                                      We’ll see no better                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 
dizzy from the sun,                                                                                                                                                 than it’s panoramas.                                                                                                                                   It has its impossible obligations,                                                                                                                               at high noon shirked and denied.                                        
                                                                                                                                                                            Because it’s unbearable,                                                                                                                              the wait for bright light,                                                                                                                               when you lose eyesight.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      As desperate compensation,                                                                                                                  there’s redness in both feet,                                                                                                                                  and more redness in hands.                                                                                                                                   More from frost,                                                                                                                                                    than warm coals.                                                                                                                                     Charred coals                                                                                                                                         like cat's eyes                                                                                                                                fiery to touch.                                                                                                                                        The touch like a gladhand                                                                                                                                  from estranged neighbors.                                                                                                                                             

Bio: Michael Igoe, neurodiverse city boy, Chicago now Boston, recovery staff at Boston University Center For Psych Rehab. Many works appear in journals online and print. Recent: Spare Change News(Cambridge MA), thebluenib.com, minerallit.com. Avalanches In Poetry Anthology@amazon.com. National Library Of Poetry Editor’s Choice For 1997. Twitter: MichaelIgoe5. poetryinmotion416254859.wordpress.com. Urban Realism, Surrealism. I like the Night.

2 new poems from Michael Igoe

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Sold as Whisper

At that time I found                                                                                                                                                 I could never defeat                                                                                                                                                                                   whatever you joined.                                                                                                                                                                                           Becoming reckless,                                                                                                                                                         I treated the disease                                                                                                                                          with other diseases.                                                                                                                                                  When you fall down                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                             keeping up the pace,                                                                                                                                         you are a conqueror;                                                                                                                                                    you seem sure footed                                                                                                                                                           like the braying mule.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        It's more than strange,                                                                                                                                                           that in a time of dying.                                                                                                                                                                     Mementos stay in places                                                                                                                                         meant for broken vessels.                                                                                                                                    But they’re easily brooked,                                                                                                                           in a room filled with vapor.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                             As a delicate offer                                                                                                                               seeking your trust.      

Bix Beiderbecke Played Here

As the guy wires tighten                                                                                                                                             the assembled say plenty                                                                                                                                    about their easy way out.                                                                                                                                                                     En guard they sing a tenor                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               it rings like brushed armor.                                                                                                              Life as a thing ongoing                                                                                                                              seems a thing non stop,                                                                                                                              masking the symptoms                                                                                                                                   in desire’s flaccid arms.                                                                                                                                 Hearing the bone sound,                                                                                                                            you walked on the ramp                                                                                                                                                 on the side of a ballfield,                                                                                                                                 and saw blazing arclight.                                                                                                                  Full of the summer drink                                                                                                                                   in your fading housedress                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        smiling at an end of night.                                                                                                                        Though it’s only bestowed,                                                                                                                                            to show up in trick mirrors.                                                                                                                              Necessary lessons learned,                                                                                                                            buckshot lovers take over.                                                                                                                                    Opening tins of biscuit,                                                                                                                              cans of ale out of reach.                                                                                                                                    Both arms are curving,                                                                                                                                    in an awkward embrace                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   

Bio: Michael Igoe, neurodiverse city boy, Chicago now Boston, recovery staff at Boston University Center For Psych Rehab. Many works appear in journals online and print. Recent: Spare Change News(Cambridge MA), thebluenib.com, minerallit.com. Avalanches In Poetry Anthology@amazon.com. National Library Of Poetry Editor's Choice For 1997. Twitter: MichaelIgoe5. poetryinmotion416254859.wordpress.com. Urban Realism, Surrealism. I like the Night.                      

Poetry from Michael Igoe – January 2023

Socrates Said He Fled Sex

We may have known                                                                                                                            the familiar erasures.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                     Of frog carcasses                                                                                                                             rendered at sport.                                                                                                                                                   We've been found,                                                                                                                                                      knee deep in envy                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              witlessly imagined                                                                                                                            for crying out loud.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         It’s the loss of power                                                                                                                               that oddly overcomes                                                                                                                       in a distant homeland.                                                                                                                                            He had sought the power,                                                                                                                                                     speaking from one cheek                                                                                                                                                              thought himself thwarted.

Stretch of Imagination

Our pecan inlaid table                                                                                                                             on the parquet squares                                                                                                                                   behind a derelict piano.                                                                                                                              Competing in infancy                                                                                                                               in a manner of stages.                                                                                                            Forgiving the mess                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        about they brought                                                                                                                                        the dime store items                                                                                                                                           same as in the Bible,                                                                                                                purloined on purpose                                                                                                                           completely breaking                                                                                                                                                                                                                                in the backyard mud.                                                                                                                            They dug with hidden claws                                                                                                                     at most all their Gethsemani.                                                                                                                                Yes, I walk gently,                                                                                                                             but in giant strides                                                                                                                         gifted by grinning                                                                                                                                                                                                                                             through every age.                                                                                                                                 A song you hear from the throat,                                                                                                                    one not of the spirit but the flesh.                                                                                                                            A phone forever rings                                                                                                                          I’m sure I waste water                                                                                                                                  when I sweep a basin.                    

2 new poems by Michael Igoe (October 2022)             

New poems from Michael Igoe