Poetry: Inside Mausoleums I, II, III by Andrew Cyril MacDonald

Insides of mausoleums

i

Shapes shifted 
blue, turquoise endeavored 
to the favorite bar
 of constant devotion stumbled 
across them—
distant voices once here 
thereafter recollected, 
existent of a higher plane 
everybody all as one 
talked about it… 

some no man’s land 
sought for 
if retrogressive.

ii

Type doors 
to faded sepulchers 
spectraled silhouettes align with, 
bundles what 
shape-shifts light makes 
ancestrally devoted
here in tombs 
windows encase them, 
cutting distance to climb of 
one’s paradise eternal 
a squared room 
dreamed alabaster 
contorts it.

iii

Sky’s throw 
the distance that reaches, 
touches off-based 
thermal closed-sets in 
cold stocks we harvest 
at once for all if 
consequents upon our choices 
stand tall to accuse of 
some other’s vision what grace is 
stocked triumphant.



Bio: Andrew Cyril Macdonald considers the role of inter-subjectivity in poetic encounter. He celebrates the confrontations between self and Other and the challenges that occur in moments of injustice. He is founding editor of Version (9) Magazine, a poetry journal that implicates all things theoretic. You can find his words in such places as A Long Story Short, Blaze VOX, Cavity Magazine, Experiential-Experimental Literature, Fevers of the Mind, Green Ink Poetry, Lothlorien, Nauseated Drive, Otoliths, Synchronized Chaos, Unlikely Stories and more. When not writing he is busy caring for seven rescued cats and teaching a next generation of poets.




Poetry Showcase from Andrew Cyril Macdonald

Against panes shadows glisten

Against panes shadows glisten 
in mock of what we call for.
It shouts their names the winds that
out-there blister should you
confront them.  Inside no chance
of deep-tucked in beds the
silence protecting.
So it stores its rage in barrels
fathers told us, as stock and
what might come of when our sins
outweigh our graces cared with.
Hurtful when you upheld them,
this life betrays what turns dust,
the dread of such punishments
plagues if fast now approaching.

Consternation devalues

Consternation devalues,
puts to test such
the subtle amputation 
of ego broken if in jest.
Here we have it ruled
that if holds power what
they should want for
ours to give it
unwieldy in ruffled
stations play discovering
kindness at best
there dislocated
that what comes as ruse
samples-out our role
for this mere data collection.

There are claims made by music

There are claims made music
then to be heard 
if you give it listen
and let apprehending
nine truths their abandon.
Count them as one; 
lose them as each,
you will not regret it
the happy chance
of love-lost rendition.

The stratus cloud beats inhibition

The stratus cloud beats inhibition,
staggers beyond
realm of what let it
feel the fold, a program
conducive of trust
misdirected.
And there you have in what 
out-loud is arrogant combustion,
simple if minded
likewise come out of
that same class
of petricolored doors 
afterlifes adorn with,
happy for the stance taken
against convoluting spendthrifts.


What some rogue prentice left un-shouted

What some rogue prentice left un-shouted
(Mephistopheles not his name
but some other by which goes by
discipled) upstarts more the safe
way to heaven oleanders give for,
come about as begets with 
what saves Time its restitution 
this mere justice happenstance affords
reckless youths who never should have bothered
but that we own them, coming all to dance off
the soft heat summer propels with,
inching towards scales of what’s flourished
when spring buds turn off to flower
and they have it that freedom
once taught of now daemonic if then embellished.



Bio: Andrew Cyril Macdonald considers the role of inter-subjectivity in poetic encounter. He celebrates the confrontations between self and Other and the challenges that occur in moments of injustice. He is founding editor of Version (9) Magazine, a poetry journal that implicates all things theoretic. You can find his words in such places as A Long Story Short, Blaze VOX, Cavity Magazine, Experiential-Experimental Literature, Fevers of the Mind, Green Ink Poetry, Lothlorien, Nauseated Drive, Otoliths, Synchronized Chaos, Unlikely Stories and more. When not writing he is busy caring for seven rescued cats and teaching a next generation of poets.





A Poetry Showcase for Andrew Cyril Macdonald

Andrew Cyril Macdonald considers the role of inter-subjectivity in poetic encounter. He celebrates the confrontations between self and Other and the challenges that occur in moments of injustice. He is founding editor of Version (9) Magazine, a poetry journal that implicates all things theoretic. You can find his words in such places as A Long Story Short, Blaze VOX, Cavity Magazine, Fevers of the Mind, Green Ink Poetry, Lothlorien, Nauseated Drive,ODD Magazine, Synchronized Chaos, Unlikely Stories and more.  When not writing he is busy caring for seven rescued cats and teaching a next generation of poets.

Public housing demolition

We drew back time Truth squandered
and saw interest given 
to the vigour vision then need 

then missive made when a 
wrecking ball served as reminder.

It took on worlds reputations lagged in
— slots of what was left 

a dwindled youth
other crises awaited.

Now they wander what seems
better option choose of:

these building blocks torn down
and held in dreams of
walls their bricks and plasters.


Panic

Polar nexus tells truths 
life’s found

in groans
instance pictures.

One condition settles score:
lost cause stammering 

in stunt mouths pronounced them
their hyphenated pause.

Extremes of giving reassessant

under penumbrae proved wrong,
trite adventures clothe

these preserves representing
scrimmaged dreams 

mirrored light gloves
from refracting glass. 

And succumbs. Bellicose
entries dark rooms undone

dark tenements emptied

to scuttle plots encumbering sorts
of goods we respond

when misnomer of relief
retains in what

here now wayward 
bound ambition aggresses.

A questioned reality

Transmutation severs purpose, 
causes old impressions hold forms 
before onslaught happens.

It does and leaves tethered
lost heads compellent fostered contentions 
gathered in watches pressing forward 
composing the data
lost sides assemble 
before stoic pauses wisdom produces.

It makes them complacent the trials ambulating.
 
With kaleidoscopes that lose their focus 
among dead standings loose
are mirrored impressions 
that embrace and swallow
old conventions tendering veins 
of those who cannot face it—
that death pervading 
truths eternal if still obdurate.

We close up then, 
sequestering in the cause 
of all what’s bogus.

Pre-nuptial

A fought-for clause prevents enigma,
purveys trails that ought to follow
stipulations of grandeur.

No mystery then 
but what it is draws us 
together, making shape of fails 

set to happen for reasons here listed.

Now it’s written as intended condition
surveying spells got us betrothed to
intimations bending each as 

upright through 
distending conventions 
commerce what makes them 

if gains of partnership we lasted.


2 poems by Andrew Cyril Macdonald: “September burial” & “Out of night silence speaks”


3 Poems by Andrew Cyril MacDonald : Vegas chapel,  A quick forbiddance, In part disjoiner





2 poems by Andrew Cyril Macdonald: “September burial” & “Out of night silence speaks”

macro shot of brown leaves
photo by Wilfried Santer

September burial

Debauched syllables recount him
through soft glimmers held to 
when summer perceives 
its sister approaching.

Because of this we seek hope 
in the frolic of leaves
birches transcend with 

as taut shades partition
namesakes through homes 
shapeless a riverbed’s leaning.

Now its flesh alone recounts of
what under quiet moon are
these bones to harvest

just as we lay them 
dark in memorial.

Out of night silence speaks

Circumstance remarks 
tilted words forward shot 
if from the shadows overcome.

Their attire vaults with 
a trumped set that
wears its peace

along folded arms to wait for.

It’s our best sparkle streetlights offer
of wronged feelings 
un-done

in the lingered afterglow
six drinks propose us.


3 Poems by Andrew Cyril MacDonald : Vegas chapel,  A quick forbiddance, In part disjoiner



3 Poems by Andrew Cyril MacDonald : Vegas chapel, A quick forbiddance, In part disjoiner

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The three poems attached showcase the radical nature of meaningful if possibly fleeting relationships. They glimpse the impetuosity of passion in the manner of an impromptu wedding night, a difficult embrace and the frustrations of encounter and its aftermath.  Questions of censure and reprobation and the faltering of courage inhere in these along the themes of loss and regret.
 
Please note that these pieces find their theoretical root in such once fringe but now seminal texts as Roland Barthes', A Lover's Discourse, Remy de Gourmont's, The Natural Philosophy of Love, and Jacques Derrida's, On Touch.

As to the cadence and rhythm of these pieces, play is clearly made at times with enjambment but chiefly there is attempt at stretching out the voice all while only toying with rhyme.  They revel in a language that hopes abstraction.

Vegas chapel

The hot clip fades the memory shame let loose on our world.
In it you seem more decent proposal 
due process entailed

when favour for favour minute to next 
offered what wanted we pay deeply our fees.

To recall them each the one as then the other 
(reasons that pulled us our fears and hopes 
knotted together)

is to go into that shod room where forces bartered 
cheek to cheek the hardwired compunction 

monsters haggle. Its grumbled performance fastened 
insecurity not gone but here proposing wipe clean 
the pain of dejection (our story 

its sordid worth) under the gaunt nose of some 
flogged priest assigned 

the inner sanctum of dreams 
shivering along that mile of wait desire contrives of.

Now the gathered momentum leads 
to circumstances encumbered 
what daunts us ageing together:

this love of pretence 
there made official.



A quick forbiddance

Thrill shapes to ravish.
It bills unheard of 

in kindness exhibited
between

preceptors of sheltered cause
and promised libations

niceties aroused
of a yearning to bother.

The day after pleads our case
and feels for a clause 

they would dismiss us
our seven notes appending.

But prohibitions against
signal them outlasted

the enforcement far gone

as morality assures
of debauchery undone

in jostled truths
long held

and climbed down from
these pikes impaling.

Now they stoke as heaven insures
a victory or death

the loss pertaining 
if pitched grief and broke will

unevened hearts remand in.



In part disjoiner

The calm night and its bothered kiss presents in 
delicacies that let linger.

It hangs next in the compunction of a mind that fastens.

But why he did it is furrowed in her brain
the kind cannot understand of.

One day will reveal in the loaded prime that confuses

so that what was there in the throes of passion 
will be her memory’s jest

as the gully of thoughts portrays what only peace envisions.

Now it collects an opportunity missed 
to ache through and between

the heart he shaped and the hope it formed of a flight construed 

out of freedom chance pools when we serve under
ruinous terms courage refuses.


Andrew Cyril Macdonald considers the role of inter-subjectivity in the poetics of encounter. He celebrates the confrontations between self and other and the challenge that occurs in the fomenting of identity and independence in the context of relationship. You can find his work in such places as A Long Story Short, Blaze VOX, Cavity Magazine, Down in the Dirt, Green Ink Poetry, Mineral Lit Mag, ODD Magazine, Synchronized Chaos, Thorn, Unique Poetry Journal and others. When not writing he is busy caring for seven rescued cats and teaching a next generation of poets.