Know, Please, That We Know Nothing
Before your just-shrouded head, in the first Numb hours, the brain's pencils are already Out, sharpened and scribbling. Straining to burst, Finding itself sewn into words instead, Her heart, which would fain break in peace and thirst Until obliterated, curses them For doing so. Her mouth twists and barks, drawn by self-contempt Into a crooked sneer. Self-written all, To our own secret shame, we must attempt As we watch, to not understand this dread We know, to not see why she is laughing And bidding your still, shrouded head Turn and laugh too. Reason Enough Why is happiness not reason enough For the doing of things? Because the tough, The dreary, the harder-to-do we deem More worth our while. Because we cannot seem To be made of quickly soaked, shallow stuff Like tissue paper. So we must be gruff, Leatherly, even to our own hearts, rough And resolute in refusing to scream Why is happiness not ... ? In ponderous usefulness without fluff Or leavening, this sad desire to cuff Yourself to suffering, endure your dream Being ground to flour by the cruel stream Of twisted logic that calls it a bluff Why is happiness not ... ? Zany Zealots Losing Zest We sing of a world drowned in its own ice We paint it aflame in unchecked desire; We scream out our pires cauchemars, and They shrug. How do we give them the dream-warning. then? How do we ring for them the death-knell when We scream out our pires cauchemars, and They shrug? Would a thousand thousand fell dreams suffice To draw one gaze to our raging fire? We scream out our pires cauchemars, and They shrug. A Poetry Showcase by Hibah Shabkhez Bio: Hibah Shabkhez is a writer of the half-yo literary tradition, an erratic language-learning enthusiast, and a happily eccentric blogger from Lahore, Pakistan. Her work has previously appeared in Fevers of the Mind, Black Bough, Zin Daily, London Grip, The Madrigal, Acropolis Journal, Lucent Dreaming, and a number of other literary magazines. Studying life, languages, and literature from a comparative perspective across linguistic and cultural boundaries holds a particular fascination for her. Linktree: https://linktr.ee/HibahShabkhez