Walking, Staring, Creeping (Foggy Morning Eyes) Hello, to the masks playing the beautiful music Those aching shadows, once beautiful themselves. You watch me with your early morning eyes This morning however, I woke up believing - because I knew I dreamt you a new disease. All the while, creeping like a jigsaw across my bones - you walked through my soul and infected me. I climbed out of the coils in the sunrays Went outside, gentle Smiled and ageless boxing through flowers, punching the sunshine silly. I accidentally walked into my grave, and stared at unsettled memories. Your staring eyes doesn't affect my ego. I've never cared to feel pretty you see. When I've seen myself bleeding, looking broken, your staring eyes seem to be - cutting through my mind's inner sheath. Those memories, bastardized by our hearts - meant only cloudy kisses, hugged inside of a jar. Love touching the filthy, cuts across the halos above our heads. We've shared ideas of grandeur We've joked about evolving into the new age of echoes, that dictated blasphemy and recognized that only as a footnote - in the realm of our being... Was the moment we began to see. We've allowed the crushing of statues, the disembowelment of artwork We've allowed the melting of a heaven We've allowed each other to suffer, We loved each other later We clipped our wings and drowned in our culture. I've prayed to them - not to hand the grenades over - to the wicked uncivilized They would stomp out the fires, and then throw the power back - to your sleepless eyes of course, those eyes, were of course, they are not, anymore In which every feeling dies Those eyes sometimes - early morning dull, sometimes full of fog coercion of breathing, Clouds inside our imaginary world. The Shouts of Wind Hands on mouth Shout little wind...shout! Can we follow the lights in the ghettos? Can we trade the beauty for love? So, he's a star you shine for...not much of a star. Just ego. With diluted smiles, crooked words Untamed lips. Why can't stars realize they are just light. They are not special...only light With eyes on eyes, Evaporate little scarecrow tears, Stagnant bored tear, Can we linger dead when life's poisons are in our veins? So, this is what it is... Alone... crippling tree and all? The winds shouting The stars have all fallen over all our homes and now all is lonely without special light. Claustrophobia How can you feel claustrophobic and empty at the same time? Why is sex more important than caring? Every time there is a meaningful feeling, Those stars in the sky are erased and now it is spotless. Just pure dark, With a dim moon sitting inside the sky's womb, still hiding. What is natural? God? A devil? Hate or love? Are there any natural friendships, or just disconnected pedestrians? Or maybe momentary leeches. The shy girl, the loud girl? The energy The buzz...the quiet The breath of cool mint whispers Are they real? Another minute of limited time wasted. How can you protect what is weak? When you are scared to be protected yourself How can you make someone smile again? Trust again? Drums Tapping, Guns Shouting The drums pound In a motor breath jungle A cigarette burns in a mouth of a wounded moment. There is a touch from a velvet finger Blue eyes staring, Caressing my ego. Sensory slime Rain boils up in the clouds And a spirit wipes the sky clear. Without beauty for a moment, erased for a moment The blood begins to tangle like vines in my head I'm the clear jewel The pure soldier I've fought these nightmares with guns I've cleansed the wounds of the evil I've torn apart the wonder of joy And dreamt up a splendid cowardice While holding shells and making bombs The security in these tourniquet castles This used to be enough for the fulfillment Kept the blood thick and bonded like leather. Now I look eye to eye with napalm ninjas The missile irises launch defeat into the heart Oozing negligence Light trips in, leaving me drunkenly Thoughts race by in a haste The light can't keep up with the speed of thought Haze in my sockets Did all peace burn through my pockets? Panoramic bloodshed In the explosions when freedom sank in the mud. About 2 Souls Attaching 2 souls together with thread Pulling our hearts together Let's cry as one The beautiful and the damned A curse or a cross Mind puppets want to applaud But they continue to crush Their hands are too slimy Stuck together in a unison prayer You, beautiful and natural are the secret to my sanity I drink purity from your soul, And I can feel like a human again A loving, warm human To touch your eyelids, and kiss your forehead The skin so soft, As smooth as the silk Sends goosebumps through me, to me Eternally you are now with me. Your Soul is my present I will hold your love in my heart and not fail For once I will not fail Your soul will not let me fail. Shudder In a short time I've discovered lips like venom Never a remedy My mentality is a shudder Kept quiet and living in whispers As you walk by in boots That pounds the floor like thundering Peeling glass from the windows And dragging a heart to the holes in the sky. Dressed In I am not a dream I am your soul dressed in skin Let me tear through the Fabric of this realm Maybe, I will discover You are the dreamer And i'm only fog in your mind. Your Eyes I feel the ripping of my clothing to the skin, Through my skin The savages, wolves I ran through the crisp of leaves And found salvation In the heart, that is our sunlight I have escaped the wild Which was your eyes In the haunts of all Your eyes.